1957 Gilda

I remember when Gilda arrived.  A trailer pulled up and Odette said it was the school’s new horse.  She seemed excited, and as I watched, a beautiful black horse, shiny and sweaty backed out of the trailer.  She stood and shook her head.  She had such a presence.  In later years when I would watch the TV show ’Fury’, I thought of Gilda on that first day, that moment.  It was love at first sight for me.  

They walked her over around a bit and then Odette asked if anyone dared ride her.  I didn’t think she really meant it, but I said “Me, me, please me”.  They saddled her and up I got.  I remember on the far end of the ring were a few jumps set up for Glycine, my dream horse.  

I gathered the reins, and we started to walk.  She was like a dream. Then I felt her tighten up a bit.  “Go ahead and trot her and maybe try a canter if you dare” Odette shouted me.  (Why “if you dare“?).  I squeezed my legs and felt her tense up and quiver and I knew what was coming.  All of a sudden, she collected herself and then expanded like a spring and we were gone.  

I lost my stirrups and my reins, I grabbed her long mane and just held on with my knees and crouched down.  From a long way away I could hear Odette yelling, "Just hold on, just hold on." I looked up and saw the jumps coming.  I can still see her ears flattened, the jumps coming up, and her mane flying, hitting me in the face, stinging my eyes along with the sweat and tears…

I was terrified and exhilarated and then we were airborne, not once, not twice, but 4 times, over the 2 uprights and the in-and-out.  I was flying and yet time was not moving.  Nothing was.  It was like being suspended in time and space, frozen in terror and joy.  I wished it could have lasted forever, but then it was over.  

We cantered around the ring, breathing hard, and I got my reins back and my stirrups.  Then when I looked around I saw Odette and the class just staring at me.  When I stopped her in front of Odette she said ‘Do you know how high those jumps were?”  “No’.  “‘5’, 5’2 and 5’4 (in meters).  Oh and I forgot to tell you , Gilda was just retired from the steeple chasing track”.  

We had a bond from then until the last time I saw her.  From then on, she was the horse of a lifetime for me.  I will never never forget her.